http://loves-skinny.livejournal.com/ im alex. who are you??? - LiveJournal.com Wed, 14 May 2008 23:10:13 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com loves_skinny 15431096 personal http://l-userpic.livejournal.com/88121853/15431096 http://loves-skinny.livejournal.com/ 52 100 http://loves-skinny.livejournal.com/604.html Wed, 14 May 2008 23:10:13 GMT http://loves-skinny.livejournal.com/604.html so this is my first post so im not really sure about much at the mo but i will probs update every few days. im sorta new (joined about a month ago) so bits about me :) im 16 live in birmingham UK. had an ED for about 2-2.5 years i suppose but it developed slowly and i only accepted it like 18 months ago. i sort of cycle between anorexia and bulimia like i will do really well and lose like 15 pounds in about 2 months and then stay low for a bit but then suddenly start bingeing purgeing etc and like rocket back up to like my highest weight and gain like 20 pounds in a few weeks and then have a massive fat period. (randomly, does this count as ednos? or am i jst strange lol)<br /><br />my friends found out about the ED about 8 months ago when i was at my lowest weight and basically said if you dont stop then we will spread it and tell parents, teachers at school and everything so we all had a big fall out over that and i put some weight on and convinced them that it was jsut a phase and no they dont notice anything :)<br /><br />my familys not exactly brilliant but my mom works her ass off and me and her get on well. my dads a lazy mess (to put it nicely) and has a very short temper but since im now bigger than him i can shout and be just as scary as him so things arent as bad as before. i also got a brother who im beginning to think might have anorexia athletica (ie massive amounts of exercise and being skinny and muscley)<br /><br />im also bi :) not gone public yet apart from an ex girlfriend but im thinkin ill probably do something at reading festival this year and let everyone know so that i can go into 6th form with old friends or go and make new ones if needs be. only been in love once and that was with a guy lol...<br /><br />currently in a dilemna since i have massive GCSE exams but the ed kills any work so i was on a weight loss roll (7lbs in 10 days!!) but now im on 1.5 meals a day with a run if i have time... cant wait till summer when i can fast and exercise as much as i want!<br /><br />current thinspo: reading festival!!<br /><br />stats :(<br />height: 6 ft 2<br />hw: 152<br />lw: 129<br />cw: 144<br />gw: 140<br />gw2: 133<br />ugw: 119<br /><br />sorry for the long post but i thought id get it all out the way in the first one...<br /><br />stay strong and think thin :) xxx http://loves-skinny.livejournal.com/604.html first post. radio 1 big weekend recording radio 1 big weekend recording gloomy public 3