so this is my first post so im not really sure about much at the mo but i will probs update every few days. im sorta new (joined about a month ago) so bits about me :) im 16 live in birmingham UK. had an ED for about 2-2.5 years i suppose but it developed slowly and i only accepted it like 18 months ago. i sort of cycle between anorexia and bulimia like i will do really well and lose like 15 pounds in about 2 months and then stay low for a bit but then suddenly start bingeing purgeing etc and like rocket back up to like my highest weight and gain like 20 pounds in a few weeks and then have a massive fat period. (randomly, does this count as ednos? or am i jst strange lol)

my friends found out about the ED about 8 months ago when i was at my lowest weight and basically said if you dont stop then we will spread it and tell parents, teachers at school and everything so we all had a big fall out over that and i put some weight on and convinced them that it was jsut a phase and no they dont notice anything :)

my familys not exactly brilliant but my mom works her ass off and me and her get on well. my dads a lazy mess (to put it nicely) and has a very short temper but since im now bigger than him i can shout and be just as scary as him so things arent as bad as before. i also got a brother who im beginning to think might have anorexia athletica (ie massive amounts of exercise and being skinny and muscley)

im also bi :) not gone public yet apart from an ex girlfriend but im thinkin ill probably do something at reading festival this year and let everyone know so that i can go into 6th form with old friends or go and make new ones if needs be. only been in love once and that was with a guy lol...

currently in a dilemna since i have massive GCSE exams but the ed kills any work so i was on a weight loss roll (7lbs in 10 days!!) but now im on 1.5 meals a day with a run if i have time... cant wait till summer when i can fast and exercise as much as i want!

current thinspo: reading festival!!

stats :(
height: 6 ft 2
hw: 152
lw: 129
cw: 144
gw: 140
gw2: 133
ugw: 119

sorry for the long post but i thought id get it all out the way in the first one...

stay strong and think thin :) xxx